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Shubha Bala's avatar

This is why I wish people trying to do this advocacy work would do racial justice work and read Black feminist theory first.

It reminds me of this time I was at the facing race conference having drinks with two people I met - another south Asian person and a Black woman. The south Asian person was complaining about being left out or decentered in conversations about race and privilege. She said how her parents didn’t give her any money and she had to work to pay her own way through college and didn’t have anyone helping her and has to pay for everything herself now. And our Black friend said “yes but not only am I paying for myself I also am the sole financial provider to my parents and another family member”.

The amount of times I see someone say “but I’m autistic and I struggle too!!” We aren’t saying you don’t struggle too.

There is a purpose to centering the most marginalized (as Black feminist theory says!). It’s not just because woe is them. It’s because if we truly create a world that is free for the most marginalized then we are ALL free. If we center what freedom looks like for non speaking autistic folks, folks who cannot mask, then EVERYONE will be free. If we focus on those who are also autistic and suffer but don’t always get the right label, and we help those people be free …. Then we end up with a world where just those people are free.

I feel it when people talk about picking the right school for their kid who’s autistic but nobody’s acknowledging it. We get no school choices for my son. ONE school choice that they’d force us to do full time and with ABA and it would be 90 minutes each way by bus. My son is 3 and most autistic people - even my friends with kids in my city - have NO IDEA that this system only allows segregation for my son (and non speaking adults are trying to speak out about how harmful this was to them but very few people are listening).

I had the saddest realization the other day that despite steeping myself (or so I thought) in the world of AAC for the past year and a half for my 3 year old, steeping myself in the world of ND affirming folks on Facebook and stuff, I actually haven’t talked to or seen a full time aac user speak other than in comments on a Facebook group. I started to go to webinars and conferences with ALL or majority aac users (from iASC SpellX and Click Speak Connect). And I was blown away. Blown away and embarrassed by where I still hold such deep ableism. Blown away to see more what eye contact, fidgeting and constant movement looks like for people with high support needs who can’t mask. Blown away at how naive I had been in thinking that following speaking, lower support need autistic folks (probably including myself) are doing me a disservice to understand my own son and what his experience of the outside world AND community may look like.

I also talked to neuroclastic about this and she validated that she feels that the centering of speaking autistic folks is doing the entire movement harm.

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Aza Donnelly's avatar

I have views on this that are garbled in my head, but I will try to be clear. I have worked with Autistics like Aiden, which is why I missed it in my kids and myself. I viewed most autistics to be like Aiden. To society most autistics are like Aiden. When it comes to services, help, attention, the need is obvious. When I apply for services for my kids, the questions aren't asked for our kind of autism, it looks like my kids don't really need services, and yet they do. I have to know how to answer the questions so they are forced to see the disability. My guess is that you know this experience. I think, and this will sound shitty, that there are lots of autistic advocates out there who have not had the pleasure of hanging out with a non speaking autistic with some high needs, for more than an hour or two at the most if at all.( I fear that if they do it's perfomative and they tokenize that person.) So they have no idea what that is like, but what they see is these higher needs autistics getting more attention, and they feels ignored. There is a big "what about me?" Contingent. I've seen these people deny the existence of autistics like Aiden. It's this fight, this struggle to be seen and heard, without ever understanding the place of privilege they hold. Yep, I have to fight for my kids services, but my kids and I know, that in the greater autistic community, far beyond the scope of these social media platforms, we are privileged

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